She let me joined her around 3AM from the couch.

She let me touched her.. rub her skin…

She’s deep asleep but I am full of joy and emotion.

I can’t imagine not being next to her again.

I’m in tears as I lay next to her with no response.

All the things I’ve done wrong come flashing with regrets and sorrow. How could I? She was so good to me…

What made me do all these things?

Urge? Wanting?

I have everything here. I had a perfect world.

It’s never enough? What’s enough?

Am I biologically fcked?

Can I change?

It’s too late.

She’s moving on with her life that she truly deserve — but not with me.

I should let her go…

I should let her go…

I should let her go…

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